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Childhood abuse wires the brain in an atmosphere of perceived or real danger.
As an adult, we feel the world is much more dangerous than normal adults.
We are far more accomplished spotting danger, real or perceived.
Relationships and trust are problematic. We dissociate into the shadow thoughts of Complex PTSD.
We can experience mood swings when triggered by other people and situations.
Life hardly ever flows easily, we spot danger in most situations.
School is overwhelming because we are fighting a battle at home, we are compromised from the abuse.
Happy go lucky is reserved for children who were loved and supported.
It seems turmoil thrives inside our heads.
I have to work diligently, be aware, and meditate daily to curb this disorder.
Childhood trauma (complex PTSD) hard wires inside our brain development.
Our abuse happened before the brain developed, so certain parts of the brain are not online to protect us.
Be aware of our tendencies, and have a plan when things explode.
Learn better ways to cope with these feelings.
We never feel good enough, or worthy enough, in fact, we feel flawed to our core.
This is the dysfunction of complex PTSD.
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Posted by Val Boyko on April 19, 2023 at 9:32 pm
Marty – Good to see and hear you. I appreciate your summary of insights. The photo of the cranes reminds me of the dance of mating rather than of war. Or perhaps the dance becomes the same with the history of trauma. We filter and see the world so differently.
Posted by Marty on April 30, 2023 at 4:20 pm
Thanks Val
Posted by Kerri Elizabeth on May 17, 2023 at 7:41 pm
I love this….”Be aware of our tendencies, and have a plan when things explode.”
Posted by Marty on May 17, 2023 at 10:40 pm
Be prepared