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Blatant facts: PTSD thoughts hide at an extremely shallow depth.
Piercing the surface is child’s play for them.
What a visual!!!!!!!
In my daily world, these thoughts haunt me, I want answers, accountability, responsibility, and justice.
None of that shit is ever going to happen.
There are few answers, and thousands of questions, we will never know or understand.
My PTSD self is elusive, he benignly senses danger.
It is hard to know what is real, and what is perceived, especially when you agitate my PTSD emotions or triggers.
I have reacted to perceived triggers over and over and over with no solution in sight.
Triggers can be unplugged, calmed, or handled, but not eliminated or controlled.
They happen outside our control, external and internal forces collide.
This has been a violent, drama-filled life.
Fear of failure should be on my gravestone.
That is hard to write.
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PTSD - A Way Out.com 
Posted by rudid96 on August 1, 2022 at 6:15 pm
It’s hard to write, hard to read, and very, very hard to live.
Posted by Marty on August 1, 2022 at 6:20 pm
You understand