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Who has power over you from the past?
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What has power over you in the past, PTSD FOR SURE.
I feel a natural resistance when I read those words, a repulsive emotion.
Any resistance is a benefit.
Where is the door out of this maze?
I do not like anything having power over me, it is why I isolate myself from people.
Who has power over you?
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PTSD - A Way Out.com 
Posted by rudid96 on March 28, 2022 at 6:34 pm
This is a core reason for being a society dropout. Making plans is incredibly difficult. I feel trapped. Driving with others is horrid. Why? Again, I’m trapped. It’s a hamster wheel of fear, anxiety, frustration, and despair. I avoid many, many, things and then am flooded by self-inflicted isolation, loneliness, and life without purpose. That’s another C-PTSD gift. Grrrrrr…..
Posted by Marty on March 28, 2022 at 7:36 pm
I can help with your focus and deepened
At one time when I meditated a lot I reached some of those levels
Posted by Marty on March 28, 2022 at 7:38 pm
Agree
Posted by Marty on March 29, 2022 at 12:57 am
Worrying about u Rudid96