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What is the purpose of life?
First, abused kids purpose will be drastically different than a normal kids.
We are separated at birth, an abused kids life will have more early death, cancer, addiction, pain, suffering, and mental illness.
It’s like as kids we were on different planets, one supportive and one abusive, damaging.
I have never had a purpose of my own, my dad and mom told me who I was and what I would be, a pro baseball player.
That ended at 27, I have been wandering ever since.
I have friends who are happy to lucky, life is an adventure, and their purpose is evident for them.
They live a life I am not familiar with.
Purpose has a hard time living in a container of trauma, fear, and anxiety.
Purpose becomes trying to survive, trying to diminish pain, trying to be normal.
Living is painful, I suffer enough that life feels worthless.
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PTSD - A Way Out.com 