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I know results are beyond my influence, but effort, the amount of time and energy devoted to healing are not.
We can be frustrated as hell, triggered past frozen, hopeless, but our willpower is still capable of taking action and resisting.
This battle goes unnoticed by regular people. If we need comfort from others for our PTSD, we will suffer.
Realize this is an internal journey, this healing path we have taken.
We may get direction and skills from therapists, books, a group or from a blog, but no one else can heal us.
Many times, I have found myself wiped out, exhausted, emotionally terrorized, my only saving grace, was not giving up.
I Refused to let my father, Bernie win. My Father is my trauma, if I give up he does win.
If we give up our abusers win. I truly believe this.
That phrase saved my ass more than once.
If you want to heal, you must take action, you must go towards the fear.
This is the road less traveled.
Of all those who suffer from PTSD, few travel this road.
Rejoice if you are taking action, trying to heal, being braver than ever before, recognize the effort to be happy in the face of terror.
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Posted by marandarussell on February 4, 2021 at 5:02 pm
I’m sure glad it keeps you alive!
Posted by Marty on February 4, 2021 at 5:02 pm
I think we all need a purpose