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Surfing PTSD blogs, finding a majority have thousand word posts, dragging on emotionally, relating the cognitions of the ego, the storyline of behaving like a victim, lost in dissociation, crying for others to recognize, that their suffering is special, treat me special.
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It clearly is not.
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Others, ,many, many, many, many, many, a thousand more many’s, (imagine please), suffer as much or more, your begging to be treated special sabotages any healing and accelerates suffering, a fact.
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Needing to be special eliminates healing, happiness and promulgates a victim lifestyle.
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The world does not care, does not know your suffering ,your wasting life with this foolishness, this plan of the ego to live from a position of weakness, fear and resentment.
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I have the ability to direct my attention, my greatest power, give that up and life loses direction, awareness.
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I alone have that capability, that along with choosing my level of energy exerted and my attitude.
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Treated special, I have no time to waste on this worthless endeavor, life is to brilliant and alive right here, right now.
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21 Apr